SORRY isnt the magic word that resolves everything.. In fact sometimes, not only can it be ineffective, it can also be meaningless. Once, fake mum, nel n i were taking a cab home and apparently the cabby took ridiculous turns on purpose to make our ride longer. So we told the cabby off n he kept on arguing back with us but in the end replied to our rantings this... "ok... would it make u happy if i said sorry?" n kept on repeating it without remorse. Then once again he said .. "ok.. if it makes u happy, sorry". The point is, if i kill ur dog burn ur house kill ur family n say im really sorry.. would it be enough? well no. The word is NOTHING. it might as well have been puppy or cherry or what not. What's the difference?
Nonetheless, life goes on.. without a hitch.
flew into your heart at [6:42 AM]
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argh, I spent over 2 freakin hours which i was suppose to be using to study today removing some damn irritating virus. qi gek to the max man. Now my wallpaper's gone and my internet seems a wee-bit slower.. Im sure there's a relation to Mr A-hole virus. anyway, i managed to find a useful free virus/spyware scanner called superantispyware. I highly recommend it to whoeva's crying their ass off CTAO cuz their comp's screwed.. oO btw, formed a new abbreviation.. haah..
niwae sorry mum n gang, couldnt join for timber on saturday.. was too tired from cooking n booze at fren's house.. tts the honest truth. haha.. tts all for updates.. gotta go .... wads new? ....
study...........
flew into your heart at [8:04 AM]
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Well yeah i've thought it be nice to add some music for a change. n if ur wonderin wads it called, the song's We Just Dont Care by JOHN LEGEND..
WE JUST DONT CARE
how great would it be if we just dont care isnt it. Not worryin too much bout what other people think.. act on impulse or perhaps go mad for a moment.. do what we've secretly always wanted to do but somehow either lack the courage or fear riducule.. But, really..Kudos to those who dare to do what makes no sense to others but to themselves, u deserve respect.. at least i think so.. lol, actually, if u think about it, it makes perfect sense, we've only got ONE single life to live , so y not, give whateva's up our minds a shit shot.
Lets do away with procrastinating or suppressing inner desires or dreams..
Especially the ones which are of association with socially deemed unacceptable paths in life.. If every1 takes the routine route, live a stereotypical life, dump away with challenges that are indeed our purpose or passion, den where is the life in that? People always say they regret this fug n that fug. N it'd manifest each time, a growing sense of adversion for regret. For regret shouldnt be defined in us, but remain in its rightful asylum, the dictionary.
..not tryin to act cultured here... ok maybe a lil.. but it has always been in my introverted blood.
Anyway on another note, i dont understand y people place song lyrics in their entries.. n i im sure i can come out with at least 10 reasons y its ridiculous..
another time maybe..
flew into your heart at [7:05 AM]
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Lee Zu Wei from class DME 3A25 year 2007 from Singapore Polytechnic is a gay faggot.
woohOo!
flew into your heart at [5:46 PM]
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urgh.. finally... after bout a month, i've finally finished reading my pride n prejudice book. But somehow i still cant imagine how englishmen or women during that period of time(18th or 19th century) could actually speak such courtly forms of english like nobody's business. or maybe they still do?? haah. who knows? N moreover you cant really tell so from current english soccer players cuz they're prolly not as articulate as they are at footybally.
anyway, had quite a bittersweet birthday. however some things are not in propriety of mentioning. anyway, i had makan with mostly my family members so i'd most prolly left near to everyone else out so dont get the wrong idea n think it was a utter disinvitation to whoeva. i hope the meals we cooked were satisfactory though. There was cheese melted on tortillas with spicy beef chunks, grilled dory fish, maggi mee(woot!, credit to my dad) and a strawberry blend n i finally got to open my caramel baileys! haah. see what u've missed out on "mum"?!! anywayz it was really fun la. i'd rather do this kinda shit than the same old bbq or restauranting..
oh btw i shd prolly put this in, i shall do smth for my paternal side too in time to come too, not that im neglectin you'al yea.
anyway, now im gonna dedicate myself to my newfound wealth, thanks to the angpaos recieved..woohoo! n to my fyp, n to indulging in reading, n perhaps some other minute stuff.
haah.. any1 wanna watch transformers? ur treat..
flew into your heart at [6:38 AM]
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